Sometimes I have days where things are amazing. And then I have days where things are amazing, and yet confusing. Today...is one of those days. You see, today it feels like I'm being pulled in two directions; like God is telling me to go two different ways at the same time. I know He's telling me one or the other, but I can't quite figure out which one is Him and which one is me.
At least not right now. And that's the hard part. I know that as I wait, things will become clearer and eventually I'll see with totally clarity which one is God's direction. But right now it just feels so...urgent. Like I have to know right now. Not sure why, but that's just how it feels.
I know God has everything in His hands, and He will let me know at just the right time. So instead of worrying about when I'll find out or what the answer is, I've decided I'm going to be thankful that I can feel God leading me in a direction. Even if I'm not sure what direction that is yet. I feel His pulling at my heart, and yet so many other people don't.
And that is part of the pulling too. I need to help people know when God is pulling them in a direction. And to do that, I have to wait for Him to show me exactly what direction He's pulling me in. Because it's only when I walk where God wants me to walk that I'll be able to lead other people to do the same. Whether it's my friends, other men, teenagers, kids, my future family, anyone.
So yeah, it's just one of those days. One of those days where I have to man up and wait for God to show me what to do.
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